What the Mel?!

So I haven't really been in my apartment for about a month because of traveling and house sitting. So yesterday (being Monday) I'm back at my apt. and I'm the only one home. SO RARE! Anyways I'm on the phone and I walk in my room and stop breathing and then... started screaming. My 6 ft poster of Mel Gibson was gone... GONE!!! Aaron I feel that you can understand what a huge deal this is for me. So I call my friend and ask him if he took it and he just laughed. This isn't funny. There's no laughter, it's like an abduction and there's NOTHING funny about that. So I got the key to his apt and got my poster back, and took his matress. I re-made his bed to look like there was still a matress there. So now war is one, I still have his matress because he still has my Mel. This world is EVIL!
So I have been having family time the past few days, and tomorrow we are heading to Spirit West Coast, I've never gone but it should be fun. I'm pretty tired, and now I get to start not only packing for this week, but start packing up the apt. because I move aug. 20. So soon!! Pondi friends have fun with Mr. J... but remember Kyle and I will always be Mr. J's fly girls!!!:)

Emotionally spent

So ever since my visit to so cal I have just been feeling emotionally drained. I haven't cried anymore because I gave that up a go awhile ago. But I'm just spent. I feel like the past few months have been very hard for me and my friends. I get it that no one is perfect and that people will fail me and I will fail them. It just sucks that it seems to be happening back to back lately.
God's timing (as usual) doesn't make sense to me and I am trying to wait on Him but it gets so frustrating. There are days I want to just throw up my arms and say I quit, but it's not my time to do so.
But I have been embracing my time house sitting, besides it being over 106 degrees outside! SICK! But I have been swimming, job hunting, swimming, hanging out with friends.
OH!! How great is my grandma? I was helping her clean house and she was like "Heather sit down I want to describe this drinking game I used to do". Oh Grandma!! Kyle don't forget grandma!
Sorry this blog is a little sad, I'm just being honest about my state right now :) I did see Willie Wonka and it made me laugh so hard... and loudly!!!

What a week

So... I'm pretty exhausted to be honest. I feel like last week was such a long week. Like on the beginning of the show 24 and Jack Bowers says "This is the longest day of my life". Only it was a week. Anyways, I went to Pondi for a day, it was fun seeing everyone. I think it was too much for me to take in all at once but it was good to see all the beautiful faces at camp. Then I went to my sisters and her and her boyfriend and I went to the fair on saturday. So my sister and I go on this insane ride and I was screaming the whole time and this girl next to me was like "Are you really scared? Why are you screaming?" I was like um... if you could just wait a minute I'm really concentrating on dying here so give me some time. But it was fun. Then on monday I went to Palomar which is in Sandiego to visit this camp up there.
OKAY... so again... people I never look at myself and think I'm short. I just think everyone else is really tall. Okay at this camp there were only 6 grade campers. Most of them taller than me. This one girl asked me what school I was from and I was like oh... no I'm not a camper I'm just here checkign things out. And she was like I figured because you were short you were a camper. I was like huh... awesome.
Anyways, sorry pondi folks for bailing so quickly, some of you heard why I left. It really was good to see you guys though... kyle thanks for rubbing your booger on my leg... that makes me want to vomitt again :)