Emotional Girl

I was BEYOND emotions last week. Everything was making me cry! EVERYTHING. But the worst of it was this.... On friday my friend Megan and I went Christmas shopping for our friend Kyle I knew exactly what i wanted to get him but we couldn't find it any where. Finally after a few hours of shopping (and I am not a shopper at all) we found it. We got him a stuffed animal donkey and we took it to Build a Bear. Then I did a little saying in it and we got it all finished. We did some minor shopping after that as I carried around this huge ass... not mine the donkey. And I thought it was so cute so I would say "Who's the cutest donkey ever? You are yes you are!" (that's what I get for being a full time nanny). Anyways we went and dropped it off in Kyles truck b/c he wasn't home. Okay guys get ready... I started crying. not just like oh tear... but like hyperventalating crying. I couldn't even stop. So I started to laugh so it looked like I was laughing so hard I was crying but no. ANd megan was like heather we need to go and I was like "I .... can't... drive...." sob sob. I cried until we got on the freeway. Pure raw emotions. We back to my apt and we watched Shrek and i started crying because I missed donkey.
So you know you have hit an ultimate low when you start crying about giving away your donkey:)